Signing up for my next semester at college in a few days. ughh;; what a hassle that'll be. But at least ill have a lot less freetime yeahh ? Loll. I've seen that i've been losing a lot of touch with people, yet, no matter how much I reach out to themm, they don't seem to want to really reach back, probably my own fault, then again a lot of things are my fault, seems so anyway. Sooo i dont really know what to think anymore. Gonna try to go on everyday knowing im losing the most important people in my life for god knows what reasons. I don't want to lose them, i'm really trying not to lose them, but everyone is always mad at me for something so maybe its best for people to stay away from me since i piss them off so much. haha=/ yeah, laughing then making a face, big contradiction. whateverr. . . Been working on my sculpting skills, seeing as i'll need them if i want to become a professional pastry art chef, making wedding cakes, stuff out of modeling chocolate and sugar and suchh. Been hanging a lot around my cousins lately, loving every minute of it, they're the people that keep my sane, yayy. ehh, ill be free all winter semester though, which is super cool, lots of time to go see people if they wanna see meee? lol. Hmm, finishing up my papers for a couple stories ive been working on, i may post them. Took a LOT of artistry pictures over the past few weeks. im nothing near professional, or very good in my opinion, but i think i might put them upp. not much else to say really, just been cleaning and taking care of the sibs, yuckk. New puppy, Mia, she gets along well with Rex, which is surprising, yet good. anyway, im gonna go do stuff. if you wanna chill with me and ya know me, call me, im almost always free. peace